Just Because I'm Back a Second Entry

I've been away from blogger for a long time man I need more followers haha I have not advertised it much.  Now that I am back I shall try to update it as much as I can.  Since the last time before these now 3 entries I have had a hard time a lot of things have happened that have partially prevented me from updating.  My life changed drastically after my mom go sick and my life did a 180.  These things are part of life and we can't prevent them life doesn't always turn out the way you want but you have to try your best to try to get it as close to where you want it to be but of course it would be awesome to achieve your goal the way you want it.  I feel as if I am rambling hahahaha...it is my blog so I can ramble as much as I want ^_^
Anyways I have been away for the past 2 years because I have been in an emotional roller coaster, a rut, and lack motivation for many things.  I have restarted my blog again because of  this little lady Viciously Sweet and as well that I had fun writing it despite it being silly things.  Those silly things bring a smile to my face but I won't just write silly things.  I am two years older than I was the last time I posted I shall write about serious subjects too ....when I feel like it :p
In two years people can change a lot.  Thanks to the help of my close friends and a new addition someone new I met within these time period, I have kept sane.  I love these people greatly and thank them from the bottom of my heart.
 That new addition became someone very special to me not only as a friend but in the romantic.  A person who in many many aspects is almost the complete opposite of me.  In the romantic sense this is one of those things that gets complicated and not meant to be regarding the circumstances and wished it was different but one day it will be a nice memory.  Aside from that this person has been one of the people who have given me some sort of peace, friendship, silly times, and someone who has made me look forward to something else a distraction from what I am currently surrounded with. 
I wish all my loved ones great happiness.
I hope I continue to grow as a person and finally get to make awesome doodles cause I am super rusty.  Little by little I am finally making for time for me to be able to continue on with my life so its going a little slow but I will get there.  Mew Ventures your debut is soon approaching.  So far its going well on schedule now all I have to do is remember the log in and we shall be closer to the day.

here is my board of goals which needs to be updated now that I finally know what to add on the other side hahaha.  The right side is where my short term goals will be.  Once I tackle those 1st I will be able to finally go and tackle the bigger goals.

One of the 1st sorta short term goals is to get me a new car....well a used car I have no car right now :(
so hopefully I can get me one of these

 

seems not that getting a car is becoming more of a posibility finally.  Well it might be a little premature t think that way but must keep a positve mind and keep working for it :)

This has gotten long so time to end it 

Someone played this song in their car earlier and its such a catchy song it keeps playing in my head its Avril Lavigne Girlfriend