2012 Part 1 Being Grateful

2012 finally ending and so many things have happened this year.  For me this year has been more balanced with both good and bad unlike last year.

First, I must say I am grateful for all the good and the bad things that have happened this year.  The bad has taught new lessons and shown me how strong I can be.  These bitter events have made me mature more and taught me to make better decisions.
Second, I am grateful for the people have continued to stay in my life.  I say thank you to my friends and family who have continued to stay with me through the good and the bad.  They have given me great memories this year that helped me bare with the bad ones.  Memories that have helped me to keep me sane.  I have greatly enjoyed the time I have spent with all.
Third, I am grateful for the people that I have met this year whether it was a brief meeting or see them on a regular basis.  You have made an impact in my life in some way.   Many of these meetings even if they were brief have given me a moment to smile and something to think about.  I say thank you.
Fourth, I am grateful for all the fun things I got to do this year some of of these things have been probably a thing of once in a lifetime.  I am grateful for being able to share some of these events well majority of these events with people I care about greatly.  This year I got to see the space shuttle Endeavor passing by in the streets, had lunch at the exclusive restaurant 33 in Disneyland, seen so many of the artist that I like, got to see the Midnight showing of Batman The Dark Knight Rises, going on a mini hike to Malibu Creek, attending Evander Holyfield's birthday party and many other things.  I have great memories of these events which bring a smile to my face every time I think about them.

 Fifth,  my health.  What can I really say I am glad that even despite I gotten sick a couple of times and this bothersome acid reflux that bothers me a bit often, I have had good health.   I am grateful to have my health.
Sixth and last but most important, my family.  I am grateful we are still together that despite my mom's chronic illnesses that make her have to be in the hospital often I am glad she still continues fighting.  I hope we continue to stay together united even if we take different paths that we keep in touch always.

I like this song makes you want to party and popular this year it's Usher the song is Scream

Remembering HS

Eeek Next  year it will be my 10th hs reunion.  Time flew by a little quickly well some of the years.  Though it has been almost 10 years I am blessed to still pull of pretending to be 18 hahaha.  Today was the 1st day of fall cleaning for many its spring cleaning for me my cleaning time is during the fall.  Anyways while I was cleaning I found my hs prom cd where it had some of the song that were played at prom and were popular during that time (in reality not only were songs were popular during that time but it was mostly what the girls organizing prom liked....I highly doubt my class liked A Teens... it was either hip hop or rock)
HS for me was good I was bullied and I was an odd ball but I was not alone I had my odd ball friends ho I had fun with.

So basically this sums up hs for me

• Clubs and student government
• Backstreet Boys
• Library (was the hang out place ^_^ even became friends with the librarian)
• Lord Of the Rings
• Cheerleader (only for my jr year)
• being geeky all the time
• being a writer for Dispatch Magazine (junior and senior year)
• Retreats
• listening to rock music
• working to go to Loyola Marymount University
• finally learning about myself

HS to I guess aside from a bit of bullying it was good I managed to be involved in many things that I ended it up loving to do.  I went to n all girl school which to many girls it something that they don't want  but to me i actually chose to go to one. 

hahaha my biggest obsession in hs was Lord of the Rings wow did I love the story and still do i still think its one of the best stories that was made into film.

Because I was a cheerleader (over it after i tried it) this was also one of my favorite movies but in comparison to LOTR it was nowhere close

My fandom for Backstreet Boys followed me from junior high into hs but did not survive to college haha

So yep that was hs

so this song was popular during those years In da Club by 50 cent

Just Because I'm Back a Second Entry

I've been away from blogger for a long time man I need more followers haha I have not advertised it much.  Now that I am back I shall try to update it as much as I can.  Since the last time before these now 3 entries I have had a hard time a lot of things have happened that have partially prevented me from updating.  My life changed drastically after my mom go sick and my life did a 180.  These things are part of life and we can't prevent them life doesn't always turn out the way you want but you have to try your best to try to get it as close to where you want it to be but of course it would be awesome to achieve your goal the way you want it.  I feel as if I am rambling hahahaha...it is my blog so I can ramble as much as I want ^_^
Anyways I have been away for the past 2 years because I have been in an emotional roller coaster, a rut, and lack motivation for many things.  I have restarted my blog again because of  this little lady Viciously Sweet and as well that I had fun writing it despite it being silly things.  Those silly things bring a smile to my face but I won't just write silly things.  I am two years older than I was the last time I posted I shall write about serious subjects too ....when I feel like it :p
In two years people can change a lot.  Thanks to the help of my close friends and a new addition someone new I met within these time period, I have kept sane.  I love these people greatly and thank them from the bottom of my heart.
 That new addition became someone very special to me not only as a friend but in the romantic.  A person who in many many aspects is almost the complete opposite of me.  In the romantic sense this is one of those things that gets complicated and not meant to be regarding the circumstances and wished it was different but one day it will be a nice memory.  Aside from that this person has been one of the people who have given me some sort of peace, friendship, silly times, and someone who has made me look forward to something else a distraction from what I am currently surrounded with. 
I wish all my loved ones great happiness.
I hope I continue to grow as a person and finally get to make awesome doodles cause I am super rusty.  Little by little I am finally making for time for me to be able to continue on with my life so its going a little slow but I will get there.  Mew Ventures your debut is soon approaching.  So far its going well on schedule now all I have to do is remember the log in and we shall be closer to the day.

here is my board of goals which needs to be updated now that I finally know what to add on the other side hahaha.  The right side is where my short term goals will be.  Once I tackle those 1st I will be able to finally go and tackle the bigger goals.

One of the 1st sorta short term goals is to get me a new car....well a used car I have no car right now :(
so hopefully I can get me one of these

 

seems not that getting a car is becoming more of a posibility finally.  Well it might be a little premature t think that way but must keep a positve mind and keep working for it :)

This has gotten long so time to end it 

Someone played this song in their car earlier and its such a catchy song it keeps playing in my head its Avril Lavigne Girlfriend

I don't know what to title this entry

Man it has been a long week I have had so many things to do and still have so many things left to do that I don't want to think about it. Right now I in my mind I am screaming in frustration but on the outside I look cool as a cucumber lol
Anyways........
Sorry Lauren I actually went to go see Transformers on Tuesday. I got to say the story was a but weak it could have been better. The animation made up for it. If it makes you feel any better I did not go to see it for Shia.
Oh yeah so my knee has been acting up. I have an old knee injury from when I was a cheerleader in hs (-_- why oh why did I cheer for that school) anyways It was the birthday of my friend Yang and we went ice skating.
Since I have not really ice skated and I did not want to hurt my knee more I only skated the last 30 minutes that we were there.....well if you call what I did ice skating lol. I tried to avoid it as much as I could but I still did a little bit. The trooper of the that day was the birthday girl since she has not fully recovered from her knee injury and was skating like a pro hahaha. Go Yang!
LOL I am just a wuss since I am so accident prone I hurt myself all the time I just wanted to avoid going home in crutches lol.










I think you can tell which one is the birthday girl in the above picture. That was after ice skating when we all went to go eat Argentinian food.



and here is a video of Johnny Depp with David Letterman
You just got to love Johnny.....He is so freaken awesome :D